Where the journey begins...

26th Month

2010-04-03T23:22:00.003+08:00

Hi Dear,

Its going to be the special day of the month again and this time, i didn't forget wor. Its our TWENTY-SIXTH MONTH!!!!! Happy happy 26th month together, since the day i held up your hand and said yes i wan us to be together. ^^ Looks like you haven migrated our blog thus im still able to post an entry here. Hmmm. Dear. April's going to be a busy month where we will get the results of BTO, you'll get to decide your future work...etc. But no matter what happens or which decision you made, I'll still love you as much as before and perhaps even more if you were to stop asking me to say i lub you but you telling me you love me. =D Haaa,,, lalalalaa~~~

Your Dumb Dumb Always,
sHuYan

White Valentine's Day

2010-03-14T22:44:00.004+08:00

Hi dear,

Remember what you were doing on this day last year?

I was involved in ntu open house with nesy and wenqiang, and you had dropped by school and helped us with our orientation.

I had almost lost the pink water bottle that you gave me as the 1st anniversary gift. Thankfully i managed to race back into the auditorium and retrieved it back.

I still remember that on that day i was very delighted to see you. Because you had came all the way from your house which was miles away.

And that very night, i had posted up this entry: http://purplesept.blogspot.com/2009/03/white-valentine.html

Dear, I love you.

MuacKs!

When Yan was happily together with Ray

2010-02-18T21:31:00.004+08:00

Place: Ray House
Date: 15th Feb (chu er)
Time: Evening
For: Bai Nian
Attendees: Ray & Yan

Dear, let us be always so happily together k.
Love you.... MuacKs!

A Little Message

2010-02-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

Hi Dear,

Yep, this year's valentines slightly different. Shall i wish you a happy chinese new year or a happy valentines? Haa. Both cny and v's day on the same day. What a rare combination. Wonder how are those restaurant going to make $$. Haa.

Thanks for the valentine's flower which you gave me during our 2nd year anniversary; the day i gotten the food poisoning =x. Although it's just a single stalk, i still loved it very much. Coz it was so sunny and bright! I love the flower as much as you wor! Hee.

The valentine's gift; love-shaped clay box of little scrolls. Its lovely. Especially the wordings beneath the strapped papers - Be Mine. Well, need to clarify. Im not yours dear. Im JiaJia's. Haa. You must have spent a hard time carrying the box back from US. Poor you. But dun worry, the effort is worthwhile. Becase i loved it!

Lalalaa... So fast its already the 3rd valentine's day. Our 3rd Valentine's day. Lets make it ours every year till our hair grows white and we cant walk hor. Then i will get my sunflowers every year. Yeah. I wan more stalks starting next year onwards k. Hee.

Okay la, i shall be serious now. Dear, im glad to have you in my life and im happy everyday when you are around. I know that sometimes i have been unreasonable and made life hard for you, i still love you as much as the love you showered me with. Thank you for bearing with my nonsenses and everything.

We have now graduated. Our life have entered another stage where our environment are going to change/had changed. Nothing's for sure and can be guaranteed in our coming future. Nobody knows what will happen years down the road and will anything change.

But right now at this very moment, I know very well how impt you are to me. Love cannot be measured, but i know that i loved you a lot, a lot. Im loving you 2 years ago, im loving you alot more 2 years later. And many many years after, I believe i will love you more and more, and it will stay the same and ever.

Dear, Happy Valentine's Day. MuacKs!!!!

Your Dumb Dumb Always,
sHuYan

After Thoughts

2010-02-04T00:00:00.002+08:00

Hi Dear,

This is an entry abt the after thoughts that i have after the hk trip. Initially i should have posted this entry quite sometime ago de, but i have chose to publish it on this special day of ours. Its our 2 years anniversary so i must write smth very touching and meaningful on the blog mah. Haa. Anyway, i believe when i post doesnt matter. As long as the message gets across to you can le. Let you know how much i enjoyed the time with you mah. Hee. Okay, so here goes:

------------------------------ AFTER THOUGHTS ----------------------------------

I felt...
- amazed when you showed me the way you tie your shoelaces.
- shameful @ myself when i cant even fold clothes properly.
- blissful when you held my hands everywhere we went.
- blessed when you still insist to hold my hand when your other hand is already full.
- grateful when you swapped luggage with me so that i can move easier with your luggage.
- humored when you were so excited and kept calling the ppl who bought heng xiang pastry 'smarties'.

I liked...
- the way you hold my hand.
- the way you planted a surprise kiss on my cheek.
- the way you carried and hug me.
- the way you called me dumb dumb.
- the way you asked mi to say i lub u.

You...
- never lose your sense of direction when we were lost.
- never lose your cool no matter how stubborn i had been.
- never fail to irritate me with the mickey mouse song.
- never fail to make mi smile when im angry with you.
- never fail to compare me with jiajia on the naughtiness.

Did you ever noticed...
im always quiet when you are walking ard taking photos? becoz i had been standing @ one side looking at the looks of yours. You look so concentrated, so serious. And to me, you look the best during that time.

One day when we were on our way back hotel...
we were both sitting on the MTR seat waiting for our destination. You were closing your eyes resting. I was looking at you. Suddenly a thought popped onto my mind. Do i wan to spend my life with the guy beside me? I dun have an answer that time. But as days passed by, on our last day when we were departing to the airport. I saw the way you helped me with the luggages. The way you leaded my hand to our destination. The tired and wary look on your face yet your voice never changed even the slightest. I asked myself the same question again. And this time, the answer is yes. I will wan to spend my life with you.

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~~~~~! * - HappY 2 YeaRs AnniversarY! - *!~~~~~

To My Dearest

2010-01-17T03:15:00.002+08:00

Dear,

2010 Hong Kong.
Our very 1st honeymoon.

Shopped till we were almost broke.
Walked till our legs almost break.

Never mind the campy hotel room.
Never mind the mild-mannered hong kong people.

Not even the freezing temperature and the chilling wind.
Because holding your hands make mi warm again.

Im back home safe and sound.
Lots of thoughts on my mind.

Dearest, I have enjoyed the trip.
Thanks for making everything possible.

Muacks,
sHuYan

HappY 23rd MontH

2010-01-04T21:37:00.003+08:00

Never mind my fat thighs.
I still love this photo the best.
The best memory in 2009.
We were both smiling so happily.

Days without you was terrible.
I was in despair.
Missing and misses.
So much, so much.

Dear,
when you are back,
can you promise me one thing?
Never leave me alone again.

Where Are You?

2009-12-29T23:31:00.001+08:00

Dear, your yanyan is going to bed soon. When are you coming online?

Lots of Misses,
sHuYan

Misses

2009-12-13T23:19:00.001+08:00

Missing. Misses. Missed.
Its already 1120pm le.
Dear, are you still sleeping?

Farewell

2009-12-09T22:57:00.002+08:00

To My Dearest,

Dear, I don’t think I will be able to control my tears if I were to say out these in front of you. Thus I guess, words and letters will be better.

Yep, you are leaving in a couple hours of time. Did you realize it’s the 1^st time we are going to be separated for so long? The days will be different too; when its sunshine for one of us, the other is bathed in darkness. And this is how far we are going to be parted. A day time apart, half the distance of the world away from each other. I will be missing you. Missing you lots.

I am sorry I can’t send you off at the airport. Dad will kill me if he knows that I sneaked out to the airport in the middle of the night. Haa. And I believe I will cry miserably if I do that. Your parents will be there too, thus you won’t be alone. =D

Recently, I have been upset as your departure approaches. Sometimes I gave you cold shoulders; sometimes I was nasty to you. As whenever I thought of your departure, my heart sank. However when I saw your last card which you sent to me, it brought a huge smile on my face. Because I know that you will be missing me as much as I will be missing you. And that smile lasted for hours.

One month. 31 days to be exact. True, it’s just a month. No big deal. ½ year or more may suit the description of 'long' better. But to me, it’s going to be very long. Time will pass very slowly when you are not by my side. People always say time flies when you are happy. But they seem to last forever when you are unhappy. How true will that be?

You asked me a question on msn before and that is will my heart rains when you leave? Yes. It will. My sunshine will be gone without the ray. You also said before that you will leave your ray behind and the sky will never be grey. But to me, everyday will all be grey without you around to share my joys and laughter, my sweats and tears. Perhaps I am exaggerating. But I am really going to miss you. So much.

This year’s Christmas/Christmas Eve we will be apart. Same goes to the New Year/New Year Eve. This will be the 1^st Christmas and New Year that I celebrate without you. I will be so lonely. =( Dear, can you promise me that this will also be the last Christmas and New Year that I am going to spend alone?

I am going to miss your smile, your laughter, your grin, the glimpse of beam in your eyes when you scold me ‘dumb dumb’, your hugs and kisses, your everything. When you are there, do take great care of yourself. And the eeyore. I will hug it tightly.

I love you. Muacks.

With Lots of Misses,
sHuYan
081209, 2301

Why

2009-12-06T21:13:00.002+08:00

Why is it that when im alone waiting for the bus,
the bus takes ages to come.
But when you are with me,
the bus comes immediately?

Just a Little More

2009-11-28T23:11:00.003+08:00

A little msg to my dearest:

Just a little more and you can throw away all your books & notes!
Just a little more and you will be free from exams forever!
Just a little more and you can do watever you wan le!
Just a little more and you can stop travelling from east to west!
Just a little more and you can fly off for your holidays!

Just a little more!!!!!
Endure dear!
Jia yoU!
MuacKs!!!!

Truely, Madly, Deeply

2009-11-15T20:27:00.002+08:00

The love journey of a guy and a gal.
Marked 13/11/2009.

The journey of Ray & Yan.
In love together.
Truely, madly, deeply.

Dear,
Thx for entering my life.
MuacKs!

Testing from iPhone

2009-11-10T22:17:00.001+08:00

Hi dear,

I lub u......

From RaY RaY

-- Post From My iPhone

LasT PresentatioN

2009-11-09T14:34:00.003+08:00

Dear is going to have the last presentation throughout his ntu, or rather, school life in an hour's time. RaY~ MonD~ Are You ExcitED???? hahhahaaa~~~

3.18pm

2009-11-05T15:14:00.002+08:00

Its 3.18pm le.

Wonder how's dear's fyp presentation.

I remember my time i was damn nervous.

Dear, if u can read this now (which is impossible),

jia you wor.

Everything will be over soon,

and u get to format your laptop.

Hee~~~

Us

2009-11-01T22:36:00.000+08:00

- Happily -

- Enjoying -

- Our Ice Cream -

Kawaii DeaR~

2009-10-13T16:08:00.003+08:00

Noticed my dear was carrying a bag when i met him @ Tangs basement to pass him smth. Hey its rarE!!!! And I think that he looks cute piggy-backing a bag, especially with the dark red t-shirt with a black color bag. Like a little boy going to school. GosH. So kawaii. Haa~~~

Running In The Rain

2009-10-03T23:01:00.004+08:00

The sky was grey, the wind was cold.
They were running under the light drizzling.
Until heavy droplets of water started to fall.
They made a turn and dashed to the carpark.
How good will it be if they can stop and experience the rain, the gal wondered.

They seek shelter under the trees.
The guy offered the gal towels and together they dried themselves.
The gal gave the guy a kiss.
And she blushes when she realised they were not alone.
How embarrassing, she thought.

Inside the car, they drank and rested.
The mp3 was playing songs and the song was Forever Love.
The gal wondered if there's such thing as Forever Love.
She wanted to ask the guy, but didnt.
Maybe because she knew the answer.

There's no such thing as forever.
But smth which she was sure of;
the gal was madly in love with the guy.
That very instance, that very moment, that very minute.
She loved the guy, a lot, a lot.

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Dear,

HappY 20th Months.

Loving You,
sHuYan

18th Sept 2009

2009-09-19T22:49:00.007+08:00

18th Sept 2009 ,

the night a couple left their footprints @ Udders.

The gal had made a pledge and scribbled onto the blackboard.

She wanted to the night to be remembered.

That once upon a time,

a pair of love birds had sat on the 2nd row of seats,

eating the ice creams and enjoying each other's company.

The feeling of been loved, where no words can describe.

The pledge is that they will return to the same place the following year.

The gal awaits.

Awaits for 18th Sept 2010.

--> 09-09-09 <--

2009-09-09T23:42:00.005+08:00

On this special day

Wanna say i luv u 9 9 dear..

-Ray2

A Special Day

2009-09-04T22:58:00.006+08:00

Today's a special day.

It marks the day we have been together for:

1.6 year

19 months

82 weeks

579 days

13,896 hours

833,760 minutes

50,025,600 seconds

Lets make the 1 to become 50; 50 years 7 month.

Where will we be 50 years down the road?

I picture ourselves wearing thick glasses,

strolling in the park with walking sticks,

holding hands together.

As loving as always.

As happy as always.

辛苦了。

2009-08-29T01:31:00.001+08:00

Date: 29th August 2009

Time: 1:30am

Event: Home After MayDay Concert

Message: Dear, thanks for sending me home. Muacks.

Nope.

2009-08-23T00:27:00.002+08:00

Dear, no lei. Not all the presents i gave u are in the pic. Where's the love shape jizsaw puzzle? the wooden tag i made for you? The blue envelope @ the bottom left with the words merci, not from me rite? And the the crane too. Tats from your cousin de rite? the bottle of love lei? the photo frame and the bottle of glow-in-the-night bottle of touches lei? har har haR????? =p

All the goodies i receive so far...

2009-08-22T16:02:00.000+08:00

Dear, make sure more are coming.. =D

SurprisE

2009-08-21T13:00:00.002+08:00

A gift for my photography crazy boyfriend.

An early christmax gift intended for him.

A present to cover the disappointment he had earlier this week.

Dear, hope you like it.

MuacKs.

Happy Times TogetheR

2009-08-16T11:38:00.000+08:00

Yanyan is missing her dearest who is @ ahm run helping in the drinks distribution now.

Mount Faber

2009-08-16T11:14:00.002+08:00

Happy Times @ Mount Faber

2009

2008

2007

Dear, lets make a pledge to go mount faber every year!!!

DumB DumB WrotE SmtH 4 U

2009-08-12T22:20:00.004+08:00

Dear, i duno if u will see this anot. But since your google page will have auto updates when there's any new post on this blog, i guess u will ba. Erm. pls dun curse and swear at me after you read this k. Okay, here goes...

I didnt manage to register for the vertical marathon coz at the veri moment i click submit, i think smth went wrong and my page was stuck. So i refreshed the page but end up all info gone. I didnt remember your ic number nor did i saved it.

And from your tone juz down on the phone you dun seem convenience to talk to me much. So rather then having you screaming @ mi when i call you again, i shall juz write it here and let you read when you are at home bathed and fed. So you wun be so pek cek with mi by then right?

Kkz dear, i will go register again after i have gotten your ic number. Hope you are not bored/tired in sch. Im missing you dear.... ok la. Remember tml lunch hor. im going offline soon le. Good nite dear. Love you. MuacKs

DeaR GoinG GentinG

2009-07-27T23:25:00.002+08:00

Dear is going genting tml morning. 3 days 2 nights stay with his family and cousins. EnvY. Only coming back on thur night. Dear, im going 2 miSS yoU~

BickerinG

2009-07-26T13:19:00.001+08:00

"They will come to my convo next year."
"No, they wun."
"Yes they WILL."
"Trust me they wun come when they started working already"
"Wan bet?"
"Okay"
"What if they come in the end?"
--- silence ---
"I give you a kiss."
"......"
"What if they didnt come?"
"I give you another kiss"
dotz.

A simple arguement i had with ray, insisting that my best friends will be coming for my convo nxt year. He insisted they wun, there we started bickering. Look at his stakes on the bet. Creative. RitE?

Dear, I Love You.

2009-06-13T23:18:00.004+08:00

Liked your accompany.
Enjoyed the time with you.
Not necessary have to be always talking.
Silent can be another form of communication.

You insisted accompanying me for the bus ride home.
Because you wanted to spend more time with me.
Since the time between us was shorten by so much already.

During the journey home, you held my left hand.
You gripped tight, you squeezed hard.
Clock was ticking, bus was travelling.
How i wish the time will stop forever and let me dewell in that instance.

A question formed in my mind.
Yet i didnt have the courage to ask.
Dear, how long can we stay together?

People say environments change, things change, people change.
But does love change? will we change?
What will your answer be?
Months, years, forever or uncertain?

Maybe the answer does not matter.
I just wan to treasure the time together with you.
Contented, i am.
Blissful, i am.

Dear, i love you.

A LittlE GifT

2009-06-05T23:24:00.005+08:00

A little hand-sewed pouch, dedicated to my dearest:

I have sewed a pouch for ray. It was a product of my time, effort, blood and sweat. Not to mention the biggest portion of all contains my ai xin. Hee~ Dear, does the pouch or the picture rings a bell? Do you still remember we bought it together @ causeway point?

YanYan's BirthdaY 09

2009-06-03T21:04:00.004+08:00

HappY TimEs witH RaY RaY~

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@ HollanD V (Celebration with Sec Sch Friends)

@ Pan Pacific (Celebration with dear)

@ SettleRs CafE (Celebration with NTU Friends)

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LovinG Dear,
MuacKs!!!!!

Feeling Better?

2009-06-02T07:52:00.002+08:00

Dear,

Getting better le?

Still have fever anot?

Drink more water hor.

Im off to work liao.

MuacKs~

Missing You,

sHuYan

Racing Home

2009-05-31T00:31:00.002+08:00

There i was, boarded the bus, leaving you behind looking @ mi through the glass window. Maybe i was over-sensitive, but I feel that i sensed your unhappiness as we dashed to the bus stop. Quickening my steps, i tried to be as fast as possible. Because the only thoughts in my mind were the promise that i made to my dad - i will be home before 12.

I was tense. I was stiff. You tried to entertain me, you blew air onto my neck. I can feel it, but i refused to react. Because i was too worried, thus i ignored you. Dear, am i a pain to you with this curfew thingy? Everytime i go out with you, i had to rush home like mad. I myself is always rushing home and it was really a headache for me.

It was like a spolier that spoils the day no matter how good it is. I dun feel good. I believe my boyfriend with me wont feel any better than me. Because he have to accommodate me, drop the plans that he may be having just to race with me to the busstop and watch me boarding safety in the bus, leave him standing there alone.

Please let me know i think too much. But if its not, dear, im sorry if i had made you unhappy.

Us on 16th MaY

2009-05-17T11:14:00.002+08:00

HappY TimEs TogetheR

MaY ThiS Be 4eveR

LovinG YoU,

sHuYan

Wakie WakiE~

2009-04-25T09:13:00.001+08:00

Dearr.... its already 9+ liao. how come u not online? Still sleeping ar? wakie wakiEEEE~~~~

I wan Gai Gai~~~

2009-04-13T11:58:00.004+08:00

Feeling sooo trapped at home. As usual, i always feel there is not enough time to study, yet i wanted exams to end soon. Agrhh... always a struggle and terrible period during exams.

The last outing we have before the exams...

Dear, when are we going gai gai????

HappY TimEs TogetheR

2009-03-21T21:32:00.002+08:00

OuR HappY TimEs TogetheR

Cheer Up

2009-03-12T21:25:00.003+08:00

Dear,

Yan Yan is Standing by You.

Hugs & Kisses,

Yan Yan

Ferre Roche

2009-03-04T23:27:00.002+08:00

- opened the fridge -
- saw the Ferre Roche -
- recalled last night-
- was scared n frightened -
- wasnt been myself since -
- gave my dearest a hard time -
- sorry dear -
- muacKs -

LovelY SunFloweRs

2009-02-13T21:27:00.001+08:00

MuacKs to my DearesT.

ThanKs 4 thE LoveLy SunFloweRs

YoU arE e SweeTesT~

My Decision

2009-02-06T00:58:00.001+08:00

"i m worried abt u coz u means something to me."

A simple msg yet it almost left me in tears.

Arrived on 18/1/2008 at 23:27pm.

Have you forgotten what happened?

I was then still trapped in the world of mine.

Filled with unhappiness, confusion and depression.

It was that message that hitted me hard,

realising that there was someone out there who cares.

That msg marks a turning point in my life.

It left me in deep thoughts.

From then on, i began to straighten my thoughts,

changing my thinking and looking on the bright side.

Next came the pot of sunflowers,

Speechless at your sincerity.

Simple yet impacted hard on me.

Call me stupid/dumb/hopeless.

But im touched,

by your moves.

The decision to start the journey of us was made then.

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PS: this is what i wanted to tell you last night

The Story of Us

2009-02-04T00:32:00.000+08:00

DeaR GoinG Gai Gai

2009-01-23T23:49:00.002+08:00

So late already, yet dear's still going to his friend's house to lim kopi and tok kok. Well... guys are like tat de, rite? Hmmm... sometimes i really envy him. So late still can go out with friends. Too bad i have curfew. If not i can also jio hp and kx out too. (but think they will say i siao, fancy asking them out at this hour. Haa~)

Dear, im not unhappy lah, really. Got used to seeing friends going out late at night. Quite numb already. Haa~ dear, remember wear SupeR DupeR bright clothes at night. Haa~ Kkz, enjoy your tok kok session. Im going bed soon le. Tml's going to be another busy day. MuacKs! Tata~

AwaiTs

2009-01-10T23:04:00.002+08:00

This is a reminder.

That i will have a handmade metal bookmark.

To be received in 10 years time.

The gift will be made by my dearest.

Awaits for the arrival of 10/1/2019.

Awaits for the arrival of my bookmark.

Sick!

2009-01-05T22:58:00.001+08:00

Dear Dear is sick today after watching IP Man!

Must be becoz of the rain...plus the milk..
dear, wat brand did u buy?
nv check expiry date right...

haiyoo... *heart pain*

ChristmaS 2008

2008-12-28T13:36:00.004+08:00

DearesT,

HappY witH U ArounD

Like U In ThiS OutfiT

YouR FavouritE ColoR BecamE mY FavouritE ColoR

LovinG u MorE & MorE DaY By DaY

I Simply lovE ThiS

YouR DumB DumB AlwaYs,

sHuYan

Dear's MIA-inG

2008-12-09T00:13:00.004+08:00

Dearest RayRay,

Dearrr... so late le. u sleep le mah? today the weather over here was wet and cold. It rained whole day long. Was thinking of having a little jog but the sun insisted to hide behind the clouds. Hmmm... wat abt tanjong penang there? isit raining too? Tonight's a starless night. Guess they have also retreated and went home sleep le ba? Erm, tats seems like your favourite reply whenever i asked you abt the missing stars. Haa~

Its cold now wor. The chill wind is blowing against my freezing fingers while i typed this entry. Are you also experiencing the same chill wind? I guess not ba. You must be sleeping like a pig now hor? Haa~ Hmm... feel so weird without you around. But you'll be back this evening le. Got buy things for me anot? I dun wan sands from indo beach. Haa~ i noe lah, u go there so short, somemore there where got things to buy?

Dear, im missing you wor....

YouR DumB DumB AlwaYs,

sHuYan

Where's mY DeaR?

2008-12-07T18:53:00.002+08:00

Dear~~ managed to get any sleep mah? Know that last night u didnt sleep again for the standard chartered marathon. But just now u quite late then online. u must have been oink-oink-ing ba? Msn u put away again. Hmm....

Dear, where are you..... yan yan is missing u wor....

Links to our new site....

2008-11-03T13:59:00.003+08:00

Main Site: http://rayray.gotdns.com/rayyan/
About Us: http://rayray.gotdns.com/rayyan/about.php

SleeP Le?

2008-10-22T23:24:00.002+08:00

Dear's offline. 11pm onli.... and dear u sleep le ar? Still say i pig... u more pig lor. Hee~ Haiz, 好无聊. Dear, come online let mi disturb lei. Im sooo bored. Got tonnes of things to do but so tired. Wanna sleep but hair haven dry yet. Haiz. Oh ya dear, where's my 情书? Tat time u said u will write 1 for me de lei. Hee~~ Im still waiting hor.

So Sweet oF You

2008-10-14T20:46:00.004+08:00

Dear
Its so sweet of you to pay me a visit at the quad,
even when you are not going for the blood donation.

Dear
Its so sweet of you to wait for me at the cafe,
when im on the foldable bed waiting for the transfusion to be completed.

Dear
Its so sweet of you to to buy me pancakes and soya milk,
and you remembered i preferred less sugar soya milk.

Dear
How surprised i was when i saw you at the stairs.
How happy i was when i saw you at the cafe.
How delighted i was when i saw the food you bought.
How pleased i was when i knew the less sugar soya milk you bought.

Dear
I love you.
And will always love you.

(P.S: This time i let you off. Next time u better join me in the blood donation hor)

CheerinG uP

2008-09-30T23:22:00.003+08:00

You asked me what you have done that cheered mi up.

I replied that you have entertained me during the lect.

But i didnt tell you the other answer that i have on my mind.

And that is,

Your existance and accompany is enough to make my day.

Dear, I love you.

MuacKz~

Fang Ling Garden Matchmaking!

2008-09-17T20:55:00.002+08:00

I told yanyan that my parents went to fang ling garden last sunday for matchmaking arrangement. She straight away was so worried... haha! she tot they went to matchmake mE!!! NO LAHHH~ i nEeD meH? LOL.... i got yanyan liao mah!

Dear..dont worry k! lalalaa..!!

LovE - LovE - LovE

2008-09-16T21:56:00.002+08:00

Designed this using fireworks.

Yeah, i cant help but kept admiring this piece of artwork done by me this morning.

Its sweet isnt it? Simple and Sweet. Artistic too.

Haa~~ okok, im getting over the clouds nine. Better control myself.

Dear, i cant wait to look at the real thingy with this design on it.

Love ya and lotsa muacKs! ^^

Is mY DeaR SleePinG???

2008-08-24T13:50:00.006+08:00

Dear's not online. Is he sleeping? He must be very tired ba? Since he had spent the entire night @ suntec keeping an eye on the drinks that were prepared for the AHM run to be conducted this morning. Dear, how was it yesterday? heard from you that you had dozed on and off at the benches. Hoorrrr.... eaT snakE aR???? heee... Are you surprised to receive my sms @ 4+am? Hee... see, even when im sleeping im thinking of you. Hmmm.... you must be dead tired now. You should be busy 'oink-ing' now like the piggies. PiG piGGG~~~~ kekee.... Haa~ Dear, happy sleeping, sleep tight wor. Remember to dream of me hor.= - since i dreamt of u last night. Heee ^^

YouR DumB DumB AlwaYs,

YanYan

HappY "Half-NiversarY" ~~~

2008-08-03T23:59:00.003+08:00

Ray,

In another 60 seconds, it will be our HappY - 6 - MontHs been together. Its fast, isnt it? Seems like its only yesterday when i had only met you in sch but had never established any communication with you. Our 1st interaction was through friendster msges followed by msn messaging. It was sometime later then i actually recognized u in sch. Haa...

I still remembered our 1st date was at some famous chicken rice restaurant where i had insisted to treat you dinner for the help you had given me in my 303 project. After that we went to ice cream creamery. Yeah, that was the 1st time eating ice cream after the suffering of my braces started. Did i tell you i was so amazed when you showed me your GPS? Haa... its my 1st time watching ppl using it in front of me wor.

Ya, noe wat u r going to say liao. Sua Kuuuu... Ya lah ya lah. i admit im lah. Your favourite phrase is im some mountain tortise from some ulu ulu mountain rite? Hee... Still remembered the cards that you sent mi during my exams 2 sems ago. Was caught by surprise when i received them. It was such a long time since i ever received smth from snail mail. Eh oh. How come now no more le haR???? Haa~

Thx for filling my life with joys and laughters. Im glad to be with you and i want us to be happy always together. No matter how cruel the reality is, i still believe in happy endings. People says even miracles can happen when you believe. Hence i believe. I believe you are my prince charming and you will always be there for me. I believe there will be lotsa anniversaries down the road and the person who will always be by my side will be you.

Dear, I Love You. And, I Will Always Do. Now & Ever Ever After.

With LotSa LovEs & MuacKs,
Yan

我比想象中爱你

2008-07-24T23:53:00.002+08:00

Walking in the rain after the movie.
Hugging you with my both arms at the busstop.

Ignoring stares and glares from the people surrounding us.
Its just an empty world between you and me.

I just want to hold you tight.
I dun want to release you.

How much i had dreaded the bus to arrive.
How much i had wished it will never come.

I wanted so much for the time to stop.
I yearned so much for you to be my side.
4ever.

Its at that moment then i realised.
How much you meant to me.

Is this just a fairytale?
If so, pls dun bring me back to reality.

Let me be dewelled in it.
As long as possible.

Let me be happy.
Let me stay happy.

At least, for now.

Dear, can you promise mi something?
Dun leave me.

Yanz

Just to let you know

2008-07-23T21:50:00.004+08:00

Rayz,

Dear,

Just to let you know,

I Love You.

And,

I Will Always Do.

Yanz.

爱心晚餐

2008-07-17T23:58:00.004+08:00

Prepared dinner with rayray @ his house this evening. Hee... 1st time making dinner with my dear. So funnn.... Though i had to admit, most of the food is cooked by him. But HEY!!!! i did help also wor. ^^

Tata~ nice ba the food? there's cheese sauages, nuggets, fries, pork chop, salad, mushroom chicken soup.

YeaH! i had found a dear who is able to cook de. =D LovE yA deaRRRR~~~~

Missing In Action

2008-07-06T22:05:00.002+08:00

My DeaR,

I m missing you badly...
Faster come back with lots of presentS n huGS!

MisS yOU~

CAUGHT!!!

2008-07-02T14:55:00.003+08:00

Dear, dun think i dun noe, caught u sleeping in class again...

Time to beat backside....

*WacK*Wack*

hee~~~~

LonG LonG TImE AgO 2

2008-06-07T13:21:00.003+08:00

Author: YanYan

Yeah, these are those friendster msges that ray had sent me last year too. Worth saving it as memories so i blogged here too. But it was then i realised tat got this guy called raymond existed! Haa... dun noe him tat time, also dun think i remember see-ing him ard in ntu too. Well, as i always say, 'all guys look the same to mE!' Haaa~~~

Yeah, he did posted abt friendster msges in the past too- Why no reply ?!?!?! & Do you have such feelings? . Thinking back now, i think its quite amazing tat while i was still happily dwelling in my studies/lab/sch-related-stuff, there existed such a person who was observing me so closely yet i have no idea and didnt realise it for such a long time lor. Feeling a bit goosebumps-ing but then, also a kind of sweeeeet too (i mean now lah.....)^^

LonG LonG TimE AgO

2008-06-07T12:51:00.003+08:00

Author: YanYan

Juz finished clearing my emails. *FinallY* FOund this mail still resides in my yahoo mail. Hmm... not sure where shall i post so i just post it here ba. Since its more related to 'RaY'. Haa~ Of coz~ this was sent by him last year de mah. ^^

Just in case you are wondering wat the surprise were, well, its night cycling where they rode bike from east coast to all over singapore, with my house as one of their stop. Hee... Ray did post under 2007 posts under the title - 'Night Cycling.... '. can take a look there.

Chiffon Cake I Made...

2008-04-30T09:34:00.008+08:00

Still in the oven - Jialat!! Became so BIG!!!

Cooling Down! Dear, must put upside down like that, den wont sink le!

See... Cool down le, nv sink riGht?

And the final product!

Levis Couple Tees

2008-04-29T15:55:00.006+08:00

Bought it at airport Levis store.. Hope you like it!~

YaN YaN Exam Is Over....

2008-04-29T15:32:00.008+08:00

SOON!

tml is the last paper... FINALLY!

I have booked PLAZA MARKET CAFE @ Swiss Hotel tis saturday! We will be having our delicious dinner there. We had planned so long for this dinner and finally we are eating it! I heard got fondue and very nice internation buffet. My Hong Dear Dear, u better dont tell mi u scare fat and eat little HOR. if not u wash the plates..=D

Was thinking to go fly kite on thurs as its my dear's wish to go fly kite after exam. Yes, we will go if the weather is gooD! the kite already bought liao, lets hope tis time the kite fly as high, BUT dont fly away! Hopefully Hong Dear Dear dont let go of the whole string AGAIN....or else, PAY FOR THE KITE! hahaaa...

ok, tml u promise to come n fetch me after work right? den i bring u go eat ba chor mee @ bedok again? or u wan kang kong mee fen? both veri famous de... den we go walk walk at east coast and see your favorite STARS again wan? Hmmm.... I enjoy spending the night blowing wind, gazing at the stars with my hong dear dear!

Oh yah! i feel like buying the monkey t-shirt... shall we buy a pair again? Paul Frank T-Shirt.. heard can buy @ Heerens. See when we free go take a look k.. REM hor! u dont always forget thingsss.... and forget abt meeee!!!

Sample of the Paul Frank Monkey T-Shirt

Developed by RaY RaY

2008-04-21T21:38:00.001+08:00

Testing... Testing 1..2...3

Great. Finally. The video is up.

Ok, some intro. As what the title implies, this was developed by our dearest ray ray. While he was waiting for me to finish my revision for the day, he used the lab computer c sharp program and wrote out this application. Yeah, a bit bo liao. But still, a kind of sweet. Most impt of all, i loved it. Haa~ ^^

I Simply Love Tis

2008-03-30T11:44:00.004+08:00

To Rayz,

I simply love tis....

From Yanz.

(PS: I Love You)

Shake Shake MonKey!

2008-02-24T22:43:00.005+08:00

ShAke sHakE MonkEy fOR dEar DeAr....

Bought it at KL~...

DeaR deAR chOse the pInk 1 in the eNd.....

Someone is reading tis blog now....

2008-02-16T15:11:00.002+08:00

My dear dear is finally reading this blog now!~

I miss you..

2008-01-06T11:52:00.000+08:00

The days are short when i m with u...

i hate the moment when i m standing under the stairs looking @ u going up...

Tml starting of sch and IA, when are we gonna meet again?

Merry Christmas!!

2007-12-25T22:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is christmas eve!~ yanyan went out with me to 'celebrate'!!!

Firstly, we went to fly kite! woops, i forgot to bring the string leh, den haf to drive out to chinatown to buy coz those shops @ marina south didnt open...(they christians?¿?) hahaa...anyway, we managed to fly the kite up in the sky without any sweat~! but however, we encountered several problems!! you must have guessed it..YES! the kite stuck on the treee! hahaa.... but luckily it manages to fly again, but string still stuck...~ Den hor, yanyan go n release all the string from the string holder...w/o the end of the string tied to the holder! So guessed what, our kite flew away~ T.T!!! Wahahaha... but nvm, gooD experience! we know what to do next time le! kekeee...

After that, i brought her to vivo, walk walk, shop shop and eat eat. I introduced yan to kim gary, hongkong cafe, hmm... we ate the bake rice which came in a dim sum basket. It is delicious! Yan said its very delicious becoz she has been eating porridge for the past 1 week! oh no! so pooR thing... During dinner, we exchanged Christmas Present! Haha, i m surprised that yan has also prepared a present for me wor! Thank you so muCh!!! Yan gave me a hp pouch with a BIG monkey "ang gong" and a paper weight with cliP~ thankiee! like ur caRd aloT~

Vivo had a nice christmas tree wor, and its BIG! wah, we enjoyed the scenery @ vivo.......

The Christmas tree @ vivo

After that we rushed into Sentosa! We were late for the musical fountain show le! Oh, the musical fountain has changed le. This time was @ the beach and need to pay $6/pax! Aniway, i watched b4 once le, but yan said she didnt watch b4, not even the old 1, thats why i brought her there! hehe... Can see that she enjoyed it, especially the last part where there are mini-fireworks!

Sentosa "Song Of the Sea" Ticket

That night @ sentosa with yan was wonderful! We went to the "Southern Island Of continental Asia" via the suspension bridge and went up the "twin towers"! LOL... looking at stars, listening the the waves, chit-chatting~.... After that we had a long chat on the beach... until our backside become pain pain, den we decide to stand up and walk somewhere else!

Yan! i really had a very nice christmas eve with you this year! Merry Christmas!!!

Movie with her !!!

2007-12-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

Today can create history le... 2 x events somemore!

its my first movie with yan... we watched "Enchanted". Wah, great show i would say! yan was laughing non-stop! i can hear her laughing all the way in the show! lol~

YaN: if u happen to see this next time, i wan u to know that i dont mind accompanying and spending my time with you. i wont regret and will never. =) In fact, with you around, my time past faster and i really feel happy with you. (today yan asked me if i dont mind spending my time with her)

whY ur bus 960 come so fast de.. whY when we dont want the bus to come so fast, the bus str8 away come de? why when we want the bus to come faster, the bus always dont appear de? haiyo! we reach the bus stop, her bus come liao... =(

oH yah, the second break thru. she wore platform today. den dunno why hor, when she walk in a nice n flat pathway inside marina square, she almost fall down. LoL! luckily only trip abit la~ and i managed to griP her hands for abt 1.5 secs... wahahahaa~ 老天在帮我吗? heheheee!

next week monday its her wisdom tooth extraction le. tml i m going to go hunt for a nice n warm "get well soon" card for her! going to send her using snail mail again.... I will send it tml b4 5pm, den hopefull by Monday she will receive it... hehee, just nice mAh. when she come back from hospital, she will see the card le...!~

Nesy said: "when someone is in love, he/she will have tons of surprises!" hahaa, i guess she is correct. i dunno why suddenly my mind has lots of surprises and activities i want to do with her. Hopefully got the chance bah!

*will post the movie tickets later. coz its not with me. Hopefully she didnt throw it awawy!

nAh...here are the tixs...=D

3 surprises in a row!

2007-12-09T17:46:00.000+08:00

Oh nO! i gave her 3 surprises in a row~

1. Chocolates hang on her bAg outside exam hAll~
2. niGht cyCling CheeseCake~
3. Krispy Kreme doughnuts!!!

lOl.. yannyann, u dont haf heart attack de hOr? keke...

Krispy kreme hor, actually is to bring her to airport n fetch my friend n take from him de. But suddenly my friends planned to go Genting trip, so i cant fetch my friends le. At first i tot i will send the doughnuts to her once i m back from genting de, but then i m worried that the humid weather in singapore will rot the doughnuts leh.

Luckily, my friends agreed to help me send the doughnuts to her. =D Have to thank my friends to make this surprise a success!~ hee! They send it straightaway to her once he touch down! yeAh!, yan got the hottest oven krispy kreme doughnuts~ kekee... She said it is special and nicE, oF coUrsee!!! lalalalaaaa... hahaa!

Night Cycling....

2007-12-09T17:36:00.000+08:00

It is suppose to be a surprise for yan! i intend to buy her favorite cheese cake and then send it to her in our night cycling trip~! Well, this surprise not easy leh...

1stly, ride bicycle from east coat to petir, wahaha... i think abt 30km...

2ndly, must cycle with care, so that the cake wont be SMASHED!

3rdly, must reach in time.. cannot too late!

Picture of us @ under yan's block~

hehee...luckily, mission accomplished! cake not smashed, manage to reach in time too! lol~ after that we went NUS eat the lousy prata, and after that we went Mt. Faber! wah, this is challenging, we cycled 80% of the uphill road. very very shagged!

Yan msg-ed me vv early in the moring at 6am, asked me if i reached back east coast le ma. hmmMm, thanks for waking up so early to "check" on me wor! =D

Things are sorted out 了。。。。

2007-12-09T17:21:00.001+08:00

yan said that she needs time to "recover". I understand how she is feeling now and i also know her current situation. I told her that i m not looking for an answer, just wish to remain as closer friends. Felt so relieved...=) thank you!

Saw her to-do list, one of them is to finish up all the chocolates i gave her! lol! so MANY!, how to finish? hahaa... but also good la, she so thin, eat more chocolate, let her become fatter abit! wahahahaa~

The plan is successful... but

2007-11-30T00:10:00.000+08:00

i managed to put the chocs beside her bag during her exam today. =)

but, i m having a very bad feeling. well, dunno how to put it in words, but in short, i feel that she is reacting quite negatively. . .. ..

hmm..thats about it for now. feel like speaking to her, but not online n sms no reply. sleep so early meh? ? ?

Yan's last paper...

2007-11-29T09:24:00.000+08:00

is today! yeah! at 1500hrs!

i am going to sch n pass her the chocolates from australia...... wan to make it a surprise. going to ask my friends for help! This is what i intend to do, but i dunno will be successful anot. I m going to ask sam to watch out where exactly she put her bag. Then during exam time, i will go n hang the chocs around the bag. =D but i dunno if it will be successful, coz i know got security guard look after the bags, i scare he make noise. and i also scare sam cant find the location of the bag... hmmm, see how bah. the most i pass her when she come out lor.

i found out frm nesy hor, today after exams hor, they all got class outing... go kTV leh... hmm, so gD! hmm... cannot date her today le lor. =P hahaa... nvm de, wAit fOr aNother ChanCe lOr!~ =D

Woopps.....

2007-11-05T18:12:00.000+08:00

Today wanted to give her a joke and ask her if she knows whats ABNN anot. coz she said the indian lecturer will ask ppl to answer questions in tutorial de ma!

Hmm, i tot her tutorial 430pm finish, so i waited until 430 den send. But i think maybe i miscalculate bah, she still having class. She seems irritated that i disturb her and used too much CAPS!?! hmmm, CAPS got de jui ni b4 ah? sorrry wor, i really dunno!

Anyway, she didnt get the joke... hmm.. nvm, tell her another time bah!

Btw, ABNN is Ah Bu Neh Neh, means indian ppl......=P

The journey really begins...

2007-11-03T21:33:00.000+08:00

Its a long long time since i update this blog... Well, there are lots of updates... rather i will say there are lots of improvements between me and her!

I still remember my 1st conversation with her! It in Canteen A near the table @ the western food stall. I was sitting in front of her @ the next table!~ So i took the courage and approached her and said "Hi"... Haha, thats the first time i speak to her bah, and ever since after that day, she knows who i am le~ So we began to have short conversations on MSN.

I still reading her blog everytime lor! i added her blog to my RSS feeds, so everytime theres an update, my computer will buzz me! hahaa.. call me a stalker bah!

1st outing with her, 27/10/07! haha! i am also surprise lor! i helper her with the 303 clover testing setup. And she wanna thank me by treating me dinnerz! Met her at orchard cini, i thought i was late due to jam, but luckily i didnt. We went to "FIVE STAR" to eat chicken rice, after that we went to "Island Creamery" @ bukit timah! That ice-cream really fantastic lor! From the way she way, can tell that she loves the ice-cream a lot! wahaha! Sent her home after that!~ So HappY~

2nd outing, on 01/11/07, i psyco her to come n join us @ Darwin's bday party @ ECP! Wah, i really surprised that she will come wor. I dont mind driving so far to pick her up. I enjoy her company with me. I like her smile, i like her jokes, i like her qian-bian questions, i like her everything! My first photo with her was taken on this day! keke...

yanyan n rayray @ ECP

Today, i met her @ Woodlands! I helped her buy "This Fashion" and "Charles and Keith" voucher for her friend, kx, bday present! She at first dun wan me to buy de, luckily i managed to psyco her to let me buy for her, so that i can meet up with her mah! Her smile and suan-ing really make my day bright! She treat me eat yoggurt ice-cream. HEY, very sour, but i still like it coz you buy for me de~keke! She is now @ kx bday party @ kx's house. Hope she will look for me when she is back bah~

Her blogggg.....~

2007-03-17T12:44:00.000+08:00

I didnt read her blog that day. I had too many assignments due. So, yesterday i decide to print them out and read it on the way to school.

Total Page: 52
Font Size: 10

In the end i printed 4 pages/sheet, total 12 pages. Took me 2 hours to read all leh. Coz my train journy to and fro is 2 hours mah. I printed it coz i really have no time to read it online, nowadays school vv stress and hectic. So i decide to make full use of my train journey!

My comments after reading your blog:

I regret not joining the FOC. she described it until so enjoyable. I like going for outdoor activities. but that time no one wanna go with me, so i didnt go. Anyway, she also went alone, really very brave.
It took me some time to figure out what is T.T? haha, finally i know.
She really so blur huhh? take wrong bus + wrong train + wake up wrong time?? haha, need some hammering...
She like ice-skating i m learning roller-blading now. but i heard ice-skating is more difficult. anyway, i only went icce-skating once and had the same experience that eveyone had... "FALLS"!
She has stated how she and her bf got together. Quite romantic, sang songs on the streets? Ppl nv think they siao? =D Hope that she and her bf will zhen xi the time where they are together now bah. Seeing her happy will makes me happy le. Hope to see her real time smilez againz..
A lot of nice photos wor...

Why no reply ?!?!?!

2007-03-11T22:25:00.000+08:00

Strange leh, she logged into friendster but nv reply me leh. Is it she so super buzy? Why i not buzy one???

I decided to clear my doubt. I sent her a "smilez" this time and asked her if she saw my prev msg.

Today, she added me in MSN. But, now got MSN already, she still didnt msg me or anything. I thought she will at least answer my questions that i asked in friendster? WHhHHhHy??? why is she so unfriendly one?

Hmm, from the MSN personal message, i saw her posting URL of her blog. Also @ blogspot leh. haha, i m going to read it now... *stalking in process*

Do you have such feelings?

2007-02-27T23:51:00.000+08:00

How come you can feel it when someone is staring at you? When i m driving and stop at traffic light, i will haf a feeling that the person inside the car beside is looking at me. And when i glance over, he/she is really looking at me. why? Is there a special invisible wave that our brains are communicating between every persons?

And then i am wondering.... how come so many gers ard, but yet they didnt catch my attention. How come i had a crush this ger? She really isnt the very pretty type and she also isnt the very cute type... Is there also a special invisible wave that attracts her to me? Are our brains actually communicating with each other? Or is it just fate bah? or is it those chinese believing, like previous life i owe her sumthing? haha...

Anyway, its like "so near, yet so far" again. She is just sitting not more than 10 steps away from me in the lab. But just so near yet so far...

Still waiting for either her friendster reply or for her to add me to her MSN leh!! Saw frm her friendster that she didnt logged on for >2weeks liao. Hope she will see the msg soon! Anyway, in her friendster again, she mentioned:

"Well....i am friendly, simple-minded, young & innocent little mei mei....of coz...hehehe...and likes to chat with..."

Chat with who? handsome guys? haha... =P

First day of CID...

2007-02-26T23:05:00.000+08:00

Today is the 1st day at the CID lab. everything went on quite smoothly as planned for the project.

Today went to canteen 2 for lunch. So conincidence, she was there with her friends and bf as well. Oh, one of my friend knows her bf. Later, me and my friends went to CL1, sit down and talk cock and make use of the aircon for abt 1hr before going back to software engine lab. Once stepped out at the corridor, i bump into her again! this time i m quite sure she saw me. I smiled at her.. that was too sudden! i was caught by surprise. That instance passed by very fast, abt 1 second only, but i manage to catch her smile. hAha. like what i have said, her smile really can brighten ppl's day leh!

Long journey home as usual. so tired of it. thinking of staying in hall next semester, mainly to have fun in hostel and also save time travelling...but it might haf to hold, my frend was asking if i wanna join him in aussie end of this year for tour. Then if i wanna go, must start saving the $ for it liao, so cant stay hall next semester liao. =(

East Cost Park Romance...

2007-02-25T02:22:00.000+08:00

Just came back from East Coast Park. I went there to meet secondary school friend and had a chat.

We strolled along the beach, saw a lot of couples there spending their night there. Wah, super romantic leh. I also see couples strolling with their dogs. Haha, i would like to have a dog next time. Now cannnot, my sister super scare of such animals. So too bad...

Same name as Fann Wong?

2007-02-23T21:25:00.000+08:00

Just watched finish a show on MobTV which has yet to air on TV. Fann Wong has the same name as her. Hint: Fann wong has a professional job in the show. hehe!

Saw her today in lect again, walked past each other. In fact, will see her everytime in that lecture. I am sure she got notice me by now already. Next week is the start of CID, might get to see her everyday in the lab. I wonder if by then i can make friends with her...

Everytime i see her, she will brighten up my day! Especially when she smile, her front teeth will buldge out. like rabbit? So cute! Somemore, it is so easy to catch her smiling, she is always smiling everywhere! She is so bubbly..... Simply like her more n more~

Lecture Today....

2007-02-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

Saw her today in lecture. She walked past me. but i didnt say harlow to her. Maybe i am shy??

I very shy in this kinda of things one, i dunno how to take the initial step one.

HOW? ??? ??

Friendster Bluez...

2007-02-21T23:27:00.000+08:00

Friendster really very good, also bad sometimes. it really tells a lot of things. Such as ..... =(

I went to peep her friendster again today. hmm... she said she like 183 club. TW band againz. why so many gers like tw band, last time F4, den now Fei Lun Hai, den now got 183 club.

I m going zzz, very tired. i m a coolie today help my friend shift house. Just reach home not long ago only...-aching-

花樣少年少女...

2007-02-19T22:55:00.000+08:00

I m watching this super HOT Taiwan show 花樣少年少女. In the show, Ella has a one-sided love for Wu Zhun (Fei Lun Hai). She sacrificed her studies in the states and went to Taiwan just to be together with Wu Zhun. But, she goto act as a guy coz the sch is a boys-school. So romatic. Haha, am i related to this somehow? One-sided love?

But i wont tell her at all, not when she is still attached.

In the show, Ella day dream and said something... even though taiwan show always very kua zhang and toks a lot of rubbish, but this sentance makes a bit of sense....

我不知道爱情离我多远，是公车一段票那么远吗？还是月球到地球那么远？但是，我希望真正的爱情，有一天可以属于我。

What happen in AY2S1 in a nutshell~

2007-02-19T21:23:00.000+08:00

ok, i dont haf year1 sem2, str8 away yr2 sem1, due to the exemptions!

Now back to school, first week, spot her only in 1 lecture. oh no, getting lesser and lesser. sigh... Only in 207. =(

Frst week, bumped into her at interchange again! got so qiao anot? take same bus somemore. happy and sad, dunno how to approach her. what if she thinks that i m a mad man or sex maniac? haha.

While playing with NTU sucky system, oh yes, i found a loop hole in ntu degree audit! As you know, degree audit got display your photo right, and by looking at the link of the photo, i can jus modify the link and change it to another person's matric number. I tried using my friend's number and my friend's face appear. haha! ok, got lead liao! now i need to find her matric num! hehe, first i went class list to see. i tot haf, but dont haf leh, only got userid! argh! how how how to find out her name!!! help!!

Dr Melcom, our 207 lecturer, announced that he has posted a list of students taking 279. he wan us to go and check if our names are inside. i was lazy at first, coz i think my name should be inside. one night, i was surfing edventure, so i jus went to take a look at the list. WHAT? to my surprise, he posted all our matric num in that excel file lor! I suddenly remembered the loophole i found the other time. So, randomly, i search for a ger's name which i think its her. I bingo on the first attempt! hehe... YES, i found her name! and i realised that we belongs to the same mentor too. However, i didnt attend any of the mentor and mentee meeting sessions at all leh, Woopps, if not i would have known her long ago @ the meeting liao. =(

Guess what, i nothing better to do, i went to google her name. Haha, but i was surprise to see the google result! it was linked to NP graduation 2006 website! I saw her name in the top student list leh! Second in acadamic performance and software engineering leh, and also lots of prizes. So ZAI ah! WAH! I am really shocked to see that. She must be very very very ZAI de!

Valentine day is round the corner. 2 more weeks. I rem receiving an email from SCE club saying that they do delivery of flowers. I thought for very long, should i send an anonymous flower to her. Hmm, but its not going to mean anything. So in the end i didnt send it.

Was trying my luck to see if i can find her in friendster. eh, dun haf leh. oh no, could it be she dun haf friendster? Could she be using a christian name? i took a closer look at her name, i thought for a while, tried to translate it to chinese reading and search friendster again. I found her this time! Dunno whether is i m too li hai liao or we are fated? hehe. -dunno-. Didnt want to add her straight away, so i peep into her profile. Wah lau! Private profile!!! So secrective meh? =(

Ok, finally made up my mind. Message her first! gone into her profile and guess what i saw, "Member restrict messaging to friends only"!!! what? So SUPER secretive!!! oh no, want to msg also cannot liao. den i found a loophole again! this time in friendster. Wahaha, is it me too PROz liao or fated again? why so many loopholes in everything 1? lolz! if someone restrict messaging, u jus use the friendster's search to search for the name first. When the results are listed out, you will see the messenging button! Wahaha, like that can message her liao lor. So I jus message her some rubbish... hehe...

Just a few hrs later, she replied! hehe. i tot i might even haf to wait for days or weeks or maybe no reply. Well, she said that she had no impression of me, even though we actually bump into each other so many times! Must be very blur ger! Wahaha, she said that everyone look the same to her... hehe, of coz, we are humans. hehe. and lastly she said that "call her" the next time i see her. Haha. this is the first time i "chat" with her. Date of msg received is 16/02/07.

A unique ger.....

2007-02-19T20:30:00.000+08:00

It all begains in year 1 semester 1 of my uni life... i saw her in one of my lecture. I guess i had a crush on this girl? hmm..maybe bah! But she only appears in 2 of the lectures that i am attending....

I still continues to notice her so much during lectures. Why does this ger attracts me so much? She isn't that very pretty (she is not ugly either =D). How can i find out her name huh? Ah ha, i remembered NTU got a public folders which has class list! i tried looking at them and start guessing which is her name? well, even though this course not that many gers, it is still hard to guess. I still dunno her name ?!?!?! I dun even noe which tutorial grp she belongs to.

Many times, i see her at Boon Lay interchange going to school. She looks so blur to me. hehe, but that blur-ness looks so cute. There is even once we met in the bus and she sat in front of me. Sadly, we dunno each other. =( i didnt go n say 'hi' or what, i might scare the hell outta her. haha!

She is always together with another ger with puny eyes. In fact, we bump into each other many times in school, not only lectures, but canteen. There is once during last week of yr1 sem1, where there is no lect and no tutorial. I was @ HSS library photocopying stuffs with her bf, didnt expect to bump into her there at that time. So we parted @ the library, but still, seeing her brighten up my day!

Its now during yr1 sem1 exam period liao! so qiao, i meet her in the bus again! she was sitting down with the puny eye ger and i was jus standing right in front of her. -very crowded bus as usual- i rem that day was economics paper. she didnt alight at the same stop as me, so i tot maybe different examination venue. but however, she appeared at the exam hall later! shocked and happi..=D but she is sitting very front and i m very back. But my powerful eye spot her once her foot first stepped into the auditorium. hehe =)

No, this is not the end, still exam period, i meet her again. This time i didnt meet her in the bus, but at the exam venue. Its F. maths paper that day, it was at the sports and recreation center. I went into the hall first and sat down first. This is the time is where i saw her and puny eye ger again! So sad, she still sit quite far away from me again. But this time, her friend (puny eye ger) sat just right in front of me. hehe. anyway, the paper super duper hard. really scratch head!

During the yr1 sem1 break (dec06 - jan06), i tot i would forget abt her. Coz no chance to meet up with her at all. But i am wrong! i do meet her somewhere! In my dreams! Oh no! i dreamt of her. Haha. kinda funny, but its real. I nv had a crush where i think of the person so much! =P